Iman Nedhiera

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Intensely passionate about photography and other artsy fartsy farts. An avid nature-lover. Highly obsessed with sunny afternoons and evenings, funky-looking clouds, and sunsets. Deeply infatuated with all things old, vintage, and kitschy. Highly sentimental. An enthusiast in baking, photography, and music :)


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Tuesday, January 26
2:33 PM

Okay, Sivik and PJK papers just now were crap. I don't even know why even bothered taking them seriously, hehehe.

Anyway I'm glad the first test is over. I got my Chemistry paper today. And I was disappointed.

Let's just say I got a C.......I was so pissed off when I got my paper. I was so positive that the answers for the subjective questions were correct! Like the hypothesis, the conclusion, it was very clear that I got the answer right, but no. Teacher just had to mark it wrong because.......I wasn't following the right format. What bloody format la? My answers were correct!!

And then the part where we had to plot the graph. The frikkin numbers were in decimals, and they're not according to a scale. The numbers ranged from 0.043 until 0.1. It was hard to plot the graph because I didn't really know where to mark the points! If it were in whole numbers it would've been so much easier. But no.

Oh! Not forgetting this one question where we had to draw the curve of the cooling of some substance called naphthalene. I thought they were asking for the CURVE, as in the line that curves downwards to show the cooling of the naphthalene. So that's what I drew, just the curve. I didn't know they were asking for the graph, complete with the x and y axises. Cakap la suruh lukis GRAPH, bukan CURVE. Bodoh.

I'm not even sure if I should've gotten a C for Chemistry. Seriously. My answers made sense, and to hell with the so called "format". I thought we were supposed to write our answers in our own words? It was so frustrating knowing that my answers were RIGHT but they were actually wrong because I wasn't following the format. Otherwise I would've gotten an A for Chemistry. Heck, I didn't even know there was a format!!!!

It's so stupid. Just because the form threes and form fives are having exams, they're making us sit for the exams, too.

I'm so pissed T.T



Monday, January 25
12:36 AM

I've messed up.

Well, at least I feel like I'm messing up.

Nowadays I just feel so...disconnected. I feel so miserable, so messed up, so disorganized and definitely just...bad. I'm always being so negative, so hot-tempered, and so anti-social. I feel like I'm shattering into a million pieces.

And I don't even know why.

I've been feeling very stressed lately, but I don't know what the cause is. I feel very disconnected and very irrational, and simply just anti-social. In fact, I'm currently so unsociable that I have no mood to talk to anyone, not even my dear friends. I'm constantly living in my own world, always absent-minded, always disconnected from reality. I have to sleep and wake up in five hours for school, but I'm not so sleepy and I really don't have the mood to show up in school tomorrow.

I feel very irrational, too. My mind is just so messed up. At one point it got so bad like a few nights ago. I just found out that the wooden planks that support the mattress of my bed were a bit dislocated, and I didn't have the strength to lift up the queen mattress so I could fix the planks. It was already at night, nearly midnight, and I was alone. In the end I got so fed up, so frustrated, that I cried and went to my sister's bedroom and asked her to help me. She was half-asleep, and I had no idea why I was being so irrational, so ridiculously selfish. Sigh. I've got this OCD thing going on. And I'm not sure it's healthy.

Not to say that I'm mentally disordered, it's just that I'm currently in a state where I don't feel like being around anyone. I love the solitude that surrounds me, it's like a silent lullaby that lulls me into my own world. Sometimes I just stare into space, thinking of absolutely nothing. It's just my nature to be so absent-minded and anti-social.

Well, I believe I am healthy. It's probably just the PMS kicking in, all those hormones doing their stuff inside my body.

And so help me God I hope tomorrow nobody tries to get the wrath out of me. Because, really, I can get very nasty up to a point where I just shout at anyone who gets in my way.

Sometimes I don't even know if anyone cares anymore. I'm not looking for sympathy here, or drown myself in self-pity, it's just that sometimes I think that it's absurd to have so many friends, and yet I've never felt so lonely before.

What is wrong with me?



Friday, January 22
10:17 PM

My day was better today as opposed to yesterday. Yesterday I was such a grumpy old scrooge that I was so vulnerable and more likely to make everyone suffer from my wrath whenever things got in my way. Hehe.

Anyway, I had English, Maths, and Chemistry papers today. English was easy. Maths was a pain in the ass. My fault, anyway, since I haven't been practicing my mathematics for quite a long time after last year's holidays. It was easy to some people, I guess, and again it was my fault that I couldn't get some of the answers right because I didn't have time for breakfast, and I was very sleepy, therefore I got to school with an empty stomach. Which sums up to the fact that my brain was unable to think clearly. Hehe, oops. Baru Ujian 1 je :b

Chemistry was pretty easy, I think. I don't get why many people said it was hard. To me it was pretty easy, except for the part where I had to plot a graph based on a given data. Some of the numbers were in decimals -- like as in 0.xxxxxxx instead of whole numbers -- so it was pretty difficult for me to figure out where to plot the graph. But despite all that, I think I'll pass my Chemistry paper. I said pass eh. Not "Score an A". Hehehehe.

Tomorrow is a Saturday, and what better way to spend a Saturday....in school? With two papers to sit for, to boot! Great. They planned it all well. Tomorrow got sekolah ganti, and they purposely made it an exam day tomorrow so that we'll come. Sigh. But, since tomorrow I have Biology and Add Maths papers, I think I'll go.

Oh maaaaan Add Maths. I hope I won't fail :/

Anyway, there's this huge red pimple on my nose and I feel like popping it. But I can't. Because then it will leave a scar. It is so red and angry and big that I think it will start talking any moment now. Maybe it'll give a French accent, too....

Eh bonjour......I would like to stay on your nose.....

Haha. My parents took me out to dinner tonight at Midvalley. We ate at Popeyes, that Louisiana Kitchen thingymabob. It was my second time there, the first time I went with my dad and my brother. It's so funny, you know, one of the guys who work at Popeyes looks exactly like John Tucker! I still remember the first time I went there, my brother and I were placing our orders. I only managed to stare at the guy and nudged my brother, saying that he looks like John Tucker. And hey, my brother agreed with me! He just couldn't stop staring at the guy, haha. Neither did I :b

The food at Popeyes is tasty. I had a shrimp burger just now, and a biscuit as a side dish. I really loved the biscuit, more like a salty rock bun, and also the sweet roll! The food there is awesome, although a bit pricey, but still worth the money. And the burgers? They're not round. They're diamond-shaped. Isn't that just awesome?

After going to Popeyes for dinner I went to Guardian since I wanted to get a vanishing cream for pimples. I found this Clean & Clear Active Vanishing gel, or something like that, in a small tube. I hope it works though.....And then I caught up with my mother, who was browsing through the facial wash section. In the end she bought a St. Ives facial scrub for herself, and one for me too, because they were on discount! Hehe.

I still haven't bought my sister her wedding gift yet. Hmm....maybe I'll just get her that decent gift basket I found in Guardian........I still have three days left before she comes home with her husband from Cambodia for their honeymoon.

Wow. My sister and her husband. Feels so weird to say that, haha. Well I hope they'll return soon! I miss them :(

Well. Gotta prepare for Bio and Add Maths tomorrow!



Wednesday, January 20
9:08 PM

I've been feeling pretty grumpy about school nowadays. I just don't want to show up in school because I want to sleep. I'm very tired and I'm constantly sleepy. I've been skipping school for three days now, and so help me God I'd like to skip school for the whole week. But...I can't. Tomorrow will be the first day of Ujian 1, and I must not miss that. How stupid is it to have a test when it's only been three weeks of school?

Anyway, I guess I'm just homesick.......except that I am at home. I can't explain what I'm feeling. I guess I'm just very nostalgic. Kak Intan and Abg Ikram's wedding last weekend was beautiful! Every time I think of it, it makes me tear up. I had such a wonderful time there, with so many wonderful people that I love, and it sucks that it's all over. We had so many people over to help out with the wedding, like Kak Ani and Kak Kath, and my two siblings are back across the sea for their hired jobs.

I guess I just miss everyone. Now that everyone is gone again, the house is awfully quiet. I took for granted over the fact that my family reunited again for a whole week, and it is hard and takes a very long time to get used to the peacefulness that surrounds this home. Two of my siblings are across the ocean because that's where they're employed, and now my eldest sister is moving out with her new husband.

We used to be a Seven. Now we're down to Four.

Please come home.



Monday, January 18
9:14 PM

Ah, yes, it is finally over. After a whole year of preparing and organizing, my eldest sister is finally married to her boyfriend of seven years!

The whole week has been busy with the preparations, and the past three days have been going on smoothly. She officially got married on Friday, and we had the ceremonies on Saturday for the bride's side, and Sunday for the groom's side. Everything went on smoothly and everything was just perfect. My sister looked so happy and beautiful that it was impossible to sulk!

Anyway, I teared up on Saturday night, when we, the bride's side, held the ceremony. They'd assembled a slideshow of how my sister and my brother-in-law met, beautiful shots of them having fun together, with a really beautiful song to boot! When I was watching the slideshow, I thought, Wow, my sister is finally married. She's married. She's moving out. She looks so happy! I got emotional and cried just a bit.

After that slideshow, my sister and I went to the podium to give a short speech about my brother-in-law's wife, aka my eldest sister. I was sniffling all the way during the speech since I was tearing up. Hehe.

In a nutshell, I had a very lovely weekend. So lovely that I'm going to miss it.

Sigh. Congratulations Kak Intan and Abg Ikram!

And now I don't feel like going to school. I just don't. I don't have the mood to see everyone in school, to face all the homework and all. I don't want to go to school tomorrow because I'm so not in the mood for it. My dad let me skip school today, though. Hehehehe. So I'm trying to cook up a valid reason for my dad to let me skip school again tomorrow. Hehe. Plus, the first exams are on Thursday. I'm pretty sure I can study at home by myself.

I don't want to go to school. I don't want to see anyone. I just want to stay at home!



Monday, January 11
9:35 PM

I am here, listening to Atticus sung by The Noisettes. The melancholic rhythm somehow makes me feel calm and relaxed, cool and peaceful. Oh I just love their music!

Anyway, I've had a pretty long day. I've been up since six in the morning and I didn't take a nap today. Usually, when I get back from school, after eating and praying and showering, I'd take a nap. But not today, I was busy as a bee.

First of all, I am very unhappy with the school. Yeah la, the teachers scold us about changing classes and all, and complaining that we have like 270++ form 4 students, whereas a single form has never reached that number before. And yet they're still accepting ten more form 4 students into the school. WTH? Oh yeah, like our classes aren't already jam-packed with people lah. And they're all straight-A students. Where are they going to fit? Us science stream girls just don't feel like accepting more new students into our classes, because we're already full. There are at least THIRTY-FRIKKIN-FIVE students in one class under the science stream.

In my class, there are 38 students now. If they're gonna add in like two or three more people, sorry la. Just because our class is big, doesn't mean they can simply fit in like that. I mean, hello, next year our future 5K class will be smaller, much, much smaller than the classroom we're using now. How the hell are they gonna fit 40++ people in that class?

Anyway, yeah, I'm just very unhappy with the school, and the ministry of education. I think the ministry of education is all bullshit, you know why? Because those ten students coming into the school were sent by the ministry, whereas we are already full! Like, super full! I guess you can say that we're like a can of sardines; space is very limited. And, the ministry is planning to make Maths and Science in BM by the time I'm already finished with SPM. I mean, hello, kesian lah budak2 lain tu! Bullshit. I mean, even though I may not still be in my school by the time the bastards change Maths and Science into BM, I still object. How the hell do you expect us to travel overseas to pursue our education? Especially in medics? It's not like there's a famous medical school here in Malaysia. God!

And who wanted Maths and Science to be in English in the first place? Dato' Dr. Mahathir. And why? Because he wanted us to communicate with other countries once we're done with our studies, so that we can work internationally. During the time he was the PM, things were going smoothly and the country was improving. Now? Pfft. CRAP is all I can say.

Anyway, enough of that. I'm literally banging on the keyboard.

When I got home from school today, the house was a mess. The workers were still upgrading the porch, and I've seen major improvement. The roof tiles are up already, just that a small fraction is still bare. When I went into the house, I saw my mother cleaning and organizing things. The things from my bride-to-be sister's room were moved out, so that the workers could paint the room.

Seeing my mother cleaning the house alone, I quickly dashed up to my room and changed into trackpants and a t-shirt. I ate lunch first, because I was feeling kind of faintish and dizzy before that. After lunch, I went to help my mother clean up the guest bedroom, where she's rearranged the whole room entirely. I helped her sort out some things in there, like organizing some of my sister's belongings.

After I organized the guest bedroom, I went upstairs to clean the bathroom that my sister and I share. Kak Lea said that our bathroom was atrocious, and I didn't realize how dirty it was when I really looked around the bathroom. The sliding door of the shower box is already killing me, because it's already broken. I was thinking of just getting rid of those doors and replacing it with a shower curtain, which costs more than my monthly allowance. Anyway, I'd used an old toothbrush to get rid of those black mould stains on the walls and in between the tiles, with the help of some vinegar and lots of bleach. I wiped those glass doors, but I failed when it came to clearing off the stains. Oh well. At least there are no black stains on the walls and in the corners.

After that I was so exhausted after a couple of hours of cleaning and scrubbing, and I stank really bad from the cleaning that I was probably a stinkbomb from 50 miles away. Haha.

Anyway, I also discovered the huge stack of my bride-to-be sister's books while I was organizing the guest bedroom. I was on the floor, and my sister's books were scattered across the floor, surrounding me. I was immediately lost in the oblivion of some serious book-hunting. Those books were dated back to the 70s, maybe even the 60s. Some of the books were published as early as in the 1950s! They were old and vintage, so old that the spines have cracked badly.

Anyway, I browsed through the collection of my sister's books;

- a few volumes of Lord of the Rings,
- a massive collection of Agatha Christie
- a few Jane Austens
- a couple of books written by Michael Crichton,

and many more. In the end I had five (old) books added into my "To Read" list. Hehehe.

I think what makes reading more fun is when you have a really old copy. I don't know, you know, I just enjoy reading much, much more when the book is old and the pages have yellowed, when the spine has cracked, when the covers are already creased with folding marks. I just love the smell of old pages from old books. It just has this authentic bookish smell, like as if you're in an English library.

I am so looking forward to reading those five books. I'm trying out Michael Crichton and also Jane Austen. Maybe some Agatha Christie after that. Hehe.

I just love to read awesome novels. It just occupies my mind and at the same time it exercises my brain, too. Hihi. I am such an avid reader ;)



Saturday, January 9
11:39 PM

Okay, I am in pain right now.

Like, really, every part of my body is in some serious physical pain and it is restraining me from doing anything.

Here's how I got all these pains in my muscles; yesterday I had training for cheerleading -- yes I'm back in cheerleading, for now -- for Pauline. We focused on our stamina and our strength, and I sort of forced my muscles to go further. I worked out too much yesterday, and I didn't even think of stretching or warming up before that. So, yeah, excessive workouts can cause some serious muscle pains.

I felt the strain in my muscles this morning when I woke up. I could feel it everywhere in my whole body. My shoulders, my back, my stomach, my arms, my legs. Each time I showered, each time I soaped my body and shampooed my hair, I had limited strength. When I move my arms I can feel the strain, the horrible pain. When I walk, especially when I'm going down or up the stairs, I can feel my legs stretching in agony. When I laugh or try to get up, my tummy muscles scream.

The muscle strains got worse throughout the day. And right now I can pass off as a paralyzed girl. Man. I sure don't want that to happen.

I can't laugh, or else my abdomen will scream in pain. I can't walk too much, or else my legs will start to feel like as if they're about to fall off their sockets. I can't do much with my arms, or else I'll feel the horrible punch on my armpits, upper arms, and shoulders. With a good night's sleep, I'm hoping tomorrow will be better. Insyaallah.

I'm too tired to write more. I just want to shut down everything and go to sleep. My eyes are barely open right now.......



Friday, January 8
10:13 PM

My watch. My precious wristwatch. My precious elegant black leather wristwatch that my mother bought for me two years ago. *Sobs*

Anyway, it was time for my favourite wristwatch from Elle to change its straps. I really loved the previous straps, because they were one of a kind. The texture of the leather is gritty, like sand. And it looks so elegant with the long rectangle faceplate and it fits nicely around my wrist. I really loved the original straps because I don't think you'd find anything like it on the market nowadays.

I went to Midvalley a few hours ago with my parents for dinner, and after that we went to search for a wedding gift for my cousin. And after that, I went to get the straps of my watch changed. I opted for a simple black leather strap, which looks just like my old leather strap except for the texture. My father paid 12 bucks for the strap, and I got home with a "brand new" wristwatch. You wouldn't really tell from far that I've changed the strap on my wristwatch, unless you look at it closely.

Sigh. I even kept the old strap just for memories. Hehe.

It's been one week of school and I'm relieved that it's the weekend. I've been lacking on sleep these days, because I still can't adjust my bedtime. I was used to sleeping around 1am, 1.30am, during the school holidays last year, so it's quite tough to break that habit. I'm kind of sleep-deprived right now, so I'm more vulnerable to the explosion of my wrath. Haha. Long story short, I'm more hot-tempered than before.

Anyway, I really really really miss my 3T classmates back in 2009. I think they were the best batch of classmates I've ever had, no kidding! We've been together for three whole years, and it is really tough to separate from them. I think last year was the best year I've had with them, because I've made more close friends than I could ever ask for. I really miss them and it is such a bummer that we're not in the same class anymore. Sigh. But, but but but, I always look forward to recess. We still sit at the same tables where we sat last year during recess. The same old 3T tables. It's so nice to reunite with them again during recess, even for a short 20 minutes.

I miss my 3T classmates. I really do :(



Thursday, January 7
2:32 PM

Today is not a good day. I am not having a good day. I am annoyed, irritated, and peeved.

First of all, I'm currently sleep-deprived. I had barely five hours of sleep last night, and I'd spent a good two hours doing excessive cleaning in my room. The cleaning part was so hardcore that it felt like a tough workout. I managed to take a short nap after taking a cooling shower, before the people working for my sister's wedding next week came that night for a meeting.

By nighttime I was tired and exhausted. It was very hot and I was literally sweating just by sitting in front of the TV, even with the goddamned no-use Panasonic fan on full speed, which is really slow like an old turtle. Some people who are associated with my sister's wedding came last night for a small dinner and a short meeting on how everything is supposed to turn out like.

Abg Jo came, too. He brought along his wife and two kids, who are still toddlers, along. So I entertained those two little munchkins, who've grown up so fast! I chased them around the house, played with them. Man, they were naughty little children. They wouldn't stop running around! I think they were probably high on sugar, hehe.

Ok la, I had fun playing with Jamie and Jazeel. They are so adorable you just feel like eating them!

Anyway, that explains why I slept late last night. I was up until 1.30am, and I immediately fell into the deep oblivion of sleep as soon as my head sank into my pillow. And I slept dreamlessly, which explains how tired I was.

Am. How tired I am. I woke up at 6am, took a shower, and had a banana and a needed boost of caffeine for breakfast so that my blood sugar level wouldn't be so low. I was constantly feeling light-headed and faintish all the while I was at school. But oddly enough, I had no trouble concentrating in class. Weird.

So then I got home, and I didn't know that the kitchen is currently off-limits until I was finished showering. I wanted to put my clothes into the dirty laundry hamper in the kitchen, but when I opened the door the leads the living room to the kitchen, all I could see was dust. The air was dusty, and I saw the dining table and the counter were also dusty. Immediately my mood changed. In the end I just threw my clothes into the hamper and had a mini Magnum for lunch, since the kitchen can't be used at the moment.

The reason why the kitchen is off-limits for now is because some workers are getting rid of the floor and wall tiles in the guest bathroom, which is in the kitchen. I could smell the cement dust when I went downstairs. I hate dust. And I just showered for crying out loud!

You know what makes me so mad? I think these workers are taking their own sweet time doing their work. They're supposed to be done with everything by the 14th OF JANUARY, which is the day before my sister's wedding reception. It's next week dammit. If everything is not done by the 14th of January, then, we're screwed.

I feel like living in a cave right now. All the windows and doors are closed to prevent dust from entering the house. I can't go into the kitchen, cuz it's dusty, and plus I can't cook anything with the dusty air there. The constant knocking and banging sounds from the construction around the site of the house are annoying the hell out of me. I'm tired, and sleep-deprived, and hungry. Tonight I have a wedding to attend, and I'm not sure I'll be able to slap on a fake friendly face.

I need a nap. No, I need food! I need lunch. The mini Magnum the size of my hand surely didn't help, and I think I'm going to faint anytime soon unless I get food in my mouth. But how? Ah, yes, the only solution is McDelivery! But alas, I'm too caught up in guilt to ask my father for money. And plus, I'm broke. Well, at least not now, but I will be broke tomorrow. I have to fish out 50 bucks for a locker at school, and 28 bucks for the Quarter Master t-shirt I'll be getting. All by tomorrow.

And I'm not even sure I have 78 bucks in my piggy bank right now.



Monday, January 4
7:10 PM

So today is the first day of school. Was the first day of school. It's 7:10pm, I'm tired, and my eyes are puffy from the sweet oblivion of sleep. I napped for about an hour, I was so tired!

Anyway, I started off the morning with a sick feeling at my gut. It had nothing to do with my nerves, or my anxiety of whatever, just that I had a really sickening feeling right at the core of my gut. I remember waking up at 4.30 in the morning with a stomachache, and then later found out that I was having diarrhea. I went back to sleep after that, because I felt sick and nauseous and just plain uncomfortable. I slept for another hour until 6am. I figured it was probably from the milk I drank last night.

I didn't have breakfast. I just ate a couple of digestive biscuits, and then a small sip of water. And then my father dropped me off at Tangga Ampang, where I had to climb God knows how many steps of stairs to get to the school compound. God, I hate that place. It's so dark and scary in the morning and I had no energy to climb up those stairs since I barely ate this morning.

It was kind of good to be back in school, I guess. I got to see my friends, had an opportunity to catch up with them before being streamed into our new classes. My friends were such good company that I'd forgotten about the sick feeling in my stomach. Yippee!

I was nervous when Mr. Hoo started to announce which students go into which class. The first two classes, which were 4B and 4U, were the ones for straight A's only. Since 67 girls got straight A's for PMR last year, it was just enough for 35 people in each class. My best friend made it to 4U, since she got straight A's for her PMR. Dayyem!

And then Mr. Hoo called my name under 4K, one of the classes in the science stream. Well, OK, I was kind of thrilled to be in 4K, the third class. Since I've missed out an A for Agama in my PMR examinations last year, I was put in 4K. If not I would've been in 4U with my best friend. But. Oh well. At least our classes are right next to each other, and we line up side by side, too!

I found myself a batch of new classmates, half of them I barely know. I succeeded in picking a spot way in front of the class, next to Ezleen. I was lucky, too, because the people sitting around me were the ones I know and the ones who are friendly to me. Hehe. So, go 4K! Man, I still can't believe I'm in Form 4.

Hi, my name is Nur Iman Nedhiera, and I am from 4K! Sounds wrong, but so right!

Anyway, I became the class representative for biology class. My biology teacher also happens to be my class teacher, so, yeah. She's pretty strict, kind of freaks me out. Hehe. Oh, I was also glad that Pn. Gan, my maths teacher last year, will be teaching us Add Maths this year! Yay! Seriously, if Pn. Gan hadn't taught me maths last year, I wouldn't have gotten an A for Maths in PMR. She really knows how to grasp your mind around the subject!

We still haven't gotten our loaned textbooks yet, so we're still waiting. Tomorrow my new classmates and I will be cleaning up the class, maybe decorate the classroom a bit. I'm kind of excited to learn the new subjects; Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Add Maths. Hehe.

I still can't believe I'm already in Form 4.

Yikes.



Saturday, January 2
11:14 AM

I've been feeling dizzy these days. I don't know if it's just a case of PMS, but it better not be heading towards a flu.

My father is sick. He has the flu. School is starting in a couple of days, and I can't fall sick. I kiss my father goodnight every night, and it's quite possible for me to get the flu, too. But, see, it's kind of hard for me to fall sick. I'm just guessing the my immune system is great, got loads of Vitamin C in there. But since these days I've been feeling very weak and headachy, I think I'm more prone to falling sick.

I just can't fall sick. Maybe it's just PMS, you know. Fatigue and headaches are part of the syndrome, and I'm just hoping it's a really bad case of PMS. I don't want to fall sick, and I can't fall sick. If I fall sick, I become weak. And when I become weak, my blood sugar level descends. And when my blood sugar level descends, well, I'll faint.

I still can't forget the first day I fainted. 2nd of April 2007. It was on a Monday, during the school's assembly. God dammit that assembly was long. I hate Mondays because the assembly is always so long, and that we have to sing three boring songs, plus a really loooooong oath. I hate the assemblies on Monday. Anyway, on that 2nd of April, we were done singing the three songs (Negaraku, school song, followed by the really slow Lagu Wilayah, which I hate) and were already quoting the oath. By the time we finished the oath, I started to feel light headed, my vision got blurry, and the next thing I remembered was blackness for a few seconds.

I can't say it was embarrassing for me to faint in front of like, what, 400 people, on that particular Monday, because, really, what was there to be embarrassed about? And then I felt my friend and a couple of other people carrying me to the staff room, laid me on a couch. A teacher bought me a bottle of chilled water and about an hour after that, I was sent home.

Anyway, I don't want that to happen again. I hate to faint, because I'll end up being a burden to other people. So, yeah, I should start taking vitamin pills, a.k.a my favourite Pharmaton, from now on. Apparently I'm not the only one who has the same low blood sugar problem. Hehehe.



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