Iman Nedhiera

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Intensely passionate about photography and other artsy fartsy farts. An avid nature-lover. Highly obsessed with sunny afternoons and evenings, funky-looking clouds, and sunsets. Deeply infatuated with all things old, vintage, and kitschy. Highly sentimental. An enthusiast in baking, photography, and music :)


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Sunday, November 30
12:04 PM

Hey people, I'm currently clearing out my bookshelf (and to raise money for something really important), so I'm putting two of my books on sale. Go on, take a look :)

SHADOW WEB


Still in good condition, no creases, no folds, wrapped neatly in clear book-wrapper.

Price : RM27

Summary : Jess cannot allow anyone to discover that she is an impostor. Not if she wants to get home alive. She is trapped in a London which looks as if it's from an era long past. . .but the year is 2o08. And the other Jessica, whose world she now inhabits, had been playing a very dangerous game. Now it's Jess's turn to play the most dangerous game of her life.


THE UNFORTUNATE MISS FORTUNES



Still in good condition, no folds, no creases, doesn't come with the wrapper.

Price : RM20

Summary : Meet the Miss Fortunes. First, Dee. She spends a lot of time trying to control her sisters, her passions and her shape-shifting . . . especially when gorgeous Danny James is about. Then, Lizzie. She's determined to save the family from ruin, even if it means causing chaos in the cosmos (and messing with a handsome sorcerer's heart). Finally, Mare. She's the possessor of telekinetic powers, self-proclaimed Queen of the Universe . . . and manager of the local Value Video. The last thing she needs is the ex-boyfriend who broke her heart to come strolling back into town. The three sisters are about to have the worst weekend of their lives. Unless they can figure out how the hell to work their magic powers.


Interested? Please contact me at iman.nedhiera@gmail.com. Spam emails such as "Hi, may I have your number?" or any such thing will not entertained. We'll settle everything once you contact me :)

Cheers!



Saturday, November 29
10:59 AM

I watched Twilight!

Woot woot! I finally got to watch one of my favourite books in action, Twilight. Last night, 9.30pm, Midvalley, Hall 13. Haha.

It was a great movie, as I had expected. I watched all the trailers before the movie came out, and according to that, I'd expected for the movie to be great. And hey, I certainly wasn't disappointed when it rolled on screen.

I have to admit, I was really pissed at GSC. I mean, they cut out some parts, some lines, and it was a tad annoying. We missed a few lines, since it was cut by GSC, but it's okay I guess. I mean, I enjoyed every second of the movie. That's all that matters right?

Kak Lea commented on the main character's clothes in the movie. She said all her (the main character)'s clothes in the movie were awesome! Ditto for me. I gotta admit, even though her clothes in the movie are a bit different and not really what you'd see on the street these days, she still looked gorgeous in it. Oh, ditto to the other casts of the movie. Their wardrobe was fantastic!

I'm surprised Abg Hafiz didn't scream in the movie. Heh heh.

The soundtrack is breathtaking. I don't know about you, but I love the soundtrack. It's different, sort of, it's . . . it's different alright. I can see that Kakcik is downloading songs from the soundtrack. Hehehehe

Altogether, the movie made me give out two thumbs up and a 5-star rating. I gotta admit, the movie was a teeny weeny bit slow, but it was balanced. It's not some crappy sappy movies in the cinemas these days. It is a lovey-dovey love story, but the way the actors portray their roles, it didn't make the whole movie look like crap. They made the whole movie a lot better.

Twilight is a balanced movie. It's got some slow parts, some lovey-dovey parts, but it also has an action seen which builds the suspense. Well, a few action seens, actually. Well, whatever. You should watch the movie, if you're a romance-and-action type of person. It's a really great movie. I am definitely getting the DVD when it comes out! I wanna watch the movie again!

Kudos to Catherine Hardwicke! -- the director, doinks!



Thursday, November 27
12:40 PM

I had the weirdest dream last night. Only, it may not be strange to you, since it's just a random story.

The reason why it's weird and strange to me is because, the Almighty God wants to convey a message to me. I've deciphered it. Hooray. But if He expects me to do something so that my dream will actually become reality, well, sorry, that is not going to happen.

Like I said, I've lost my sympathy. I don't pity anyone right now, regardless of how bad they are suffering. 

And oh, stop assaulting me for God's sake! You're not much of a tough buff you know.



Wednesday, November 26
1:23 PM

Are dreams supposed to make sense?

Usually the dreams you have would make no sense at all, it's all just jumbled up together and it would form up some kind of an odd story. The message the dream might want to deliver is always witty, weird, awkward, etc. They're supposed to make no sense, right? Right? Right.

Well, during the past few nights, I've been dreaming of the same thing. The same thing. And it wants me to decipher its message. It's whimsical right? I've never had the same dreams over and over again. And (un)fortunately, there's been no omission whatsoever in deciphering the message that the dream is trying to convey. I got the message a long time ago, so why am I still dreaming about it?

Is the Almighty God trying to send me a message or something? Is He giving me signs that the dreams I had, they're actually going to be conclusions? Is He telling me the right thing to do? Honestly, what's wrong with this world?

Maybe my dreams are telling me something. Maybe I should do something which will result the same thing. I'm baffled, seriously.

As I was done showering about half an hour ago, I dried my hair with my towel. I looked at myself in the mirror, I could see shades of auburn, or maybe hazelnut, whatever, at my hair as it shone under the sunlight. Maybe, I thought, maybe if I scrub my head hard and long enough, the dreams won't assault me anymore. Haha, that seems waaaaaay unlikely.



Tuesday, November 25
12:52 PM

Okay, I'm going to come right out and say it;

I've lost my sympathy and empathy. I'm no longer tearful or having any sympathy in anyone. I lost it. Probably coz I used up all of it, thus leaving me zero. It sucks, I know. But hey, I live by my own rules, but I still can differentiate what's right and what's wrong. I make my own rules, I live with them, and I deal with it.

I'm too lazy to have sympathy in anyone. I'm not saying I'm selfish or anything, but I just don't bother. I've got enough on my plate, I don't need more. 

I'm still rebellious as ever, I just don't hurt people with it. No matter how insubordinate I get, I still respect the elderly, regardless of the age difference. You can say that I'm a balanced person, I have the good and I have the bad. Period. And no, don't go into thinking that I'm those punks who'd slash their wrists whenever things go wrong. HAHAHAHA HELL NO, dudes. Suicide is so not my priority, and it'll never be. 

My heart is flaming on fire. It's beating wildly against my chest as the anger rises to the maximum level. Yes, my heart is flaming on fire, but it's not getting worse, nor is it getting any better. It's just . . . fixed. 

Au contraire, books definitely don't fail when it comes to my anger. I sort of read books whenever I'm pissed, or angry, or mad, or blah dee blah whatever. Like I said, it engulfs me in my own imagination that is beyond words, hence making me forget about the world. It's nice to read. 



Monday, November 24
1:58 PM

I cooked lunch . . . with Kak Intan! For first timers, we really did cook well. My dad says that the food we cooked is palatable and appetizing, awesome!

I woke up at 10 in the morning, then I went to take a shower. After that, I had a late breakfast. There was still a leftover Pop Tart in the fridge, so I reheated it and ate it while savouring the lovely taste of cookies and creme. Yum.

Then it was time for Kak Intan to cook lunch. Well, since I didn't have anything better to do, I decided to help her cook lunch. As usual, rice was on the menu. Kak Intan decided to cook some veggies and chicken cooked in sesame sauce.

So I did what Kak Intan told me to do. I cooked the rice and it turns out to be great! The moist was just perfect, as said by my dad and Kak Intan. Heh heh. I helped Kak Intan cook lunch, we both did a great job! Woot! We're planning on making pasta sometime this week, I can't wait! Heh heh.

I really can't wait for tomorrow. I'm going to Midvalley with daddy-o for lunch and some grocery shopping. Not only that, I am finally getting a new novel to read. Alhamdulillah, I'm practically dying of boredom reading the same books over and over again. It's so tedious when you read a book you already read like, five times, and you know what's going to happen next. It spoils the suspense, you know?

I heard yoga is banned. I wonder who the stupid fool declared that. Must be a joke, heh heh.



Friday, November 21
11:48 AM

I've been spending my whole week going to Midvalley with Kakcik. Uh'huh. We both had nothing to do, we're completely bored to death and practically rotting for not doing anything interesting, so hey, why not go out?

For the past three days, Kakcik has been taking me to Midvalley. Three days in a row. And yesterday, we went to Midvalley twice. Oh, and she also got me craving for Tako Tao. This Japanese food that is so delicious! I don't know how to describe it, but you can Google it. I am so getting another Tako Tao the next time I'm going to Midvalley.

Okay, I'm guessing I'm going to rot today. I don't think I'm going anywhere =_="

Well, anyway, yesterday my siblings and I (including Abg Ike) went to Midvalley to watch Madagascar 2. It was. . .it was uproariously hilarious! I'd give it a good 5-star rating. It was enjoyable and so funny! I nearly laughed my head off during one of the scenes.

Oh yeah, when my brother came home yesterday, I went and give him a biiiiiiiiiiig tight bear hug. Too bad he's so big, and unfortunately he nearly crushed me and stopped my breathing system. Heh heh. And then he gave me my birthday present, which was a gingerbread-man plush toy. It can also be like a stress-ball, since it's a beanie. He also gave me a really pretty home-made card with the help of his girlfriend, Kak Kath :D



And this (annoying) gingerbread dude is officially named as "Pedro Franklin Emmanuelle Gonzalez", with the help of Kakcik, Kak Lea, and Barnickle himself. Eheheheheh

Anyway, it was a fun night last night. It's been a long time since the whole pack of siblings went out for a movie. Oh yes, it's been a while.



Wednesday, November 19
3:16 PM

As of 19th November 2008, 3.13pm, I have. . .

I finally solved the Rubik's cube!

Woohoo! Of course, I did get help from the internet but who cares? I solved it! Woohoo!

Finally, after one week and two days, I'm able to solve it. Kapow! *Punch the air*



Sunday, November 16
9:09 PM

10 Things that Happened Yesterday

1. Kak Lea and Abg Hafiz took me to Sunway Pyramid.
2. Supposedly, we were going to skate. But I didn't feel like it.
3. So we went walking around Pyramid after eating a ginormous cone of Baskin Robbins ice-cream, which made me so full.
4. I bought a new shirt. It's dark blue in colour and it has four ice-creams in front and a slogan that says "Don't get it twisted" at the back.
5. Then we went home.
6. I ransacked my closet for something nice to wear to the dinner at CPK, KLCC.
7. I ended up with a white formal shirt, layered with a maroon tank top and a pair of jeans.
8. I was full to death, so I only ate a slice of pizza, half a glass of Pepsi, and some spinach artichoke dip.
9. I got two more baby-tees -- which I lust after, -- a box of cupcake-tools, and a purple feather boa.
10. I went to bed after hanging the three shirts I got yesterday -- one said "Luv ya, C-Ya, Wouldn't Wanna B-Ya", another one said "Love" and it's from Forever 21 -- and I listened to my PSP before going to sleep.

THE END.



Friday, November 14
9:28 PM

Tomorrow. . .will be a great day for me! In fact, tomorrow is so close, I can almost taste it. Ooohhh.

Nothing like a nice session of yoga to start off the day tomorrow. After that, it'll be all fun the whole day long! Ice-skating, jalan-jalan-ing, and then dinner at a fancy restaurant by night. Ooohhh!

Caaaaaaaaan't waaaaaaiiiiiiiiittttttt!



Thursday, November 13
10:11 PM

Mmmkay, today's going to be another dusty day, I thought to myself as I woke up from bed this morning.

Today was unexpected, adventurous. I started my day with playing the guitar like no one's business. I played as loud as I could, just wishing for the drilling and the hammering sound downstairs to drown in the guitar-playing. It's not really pleasant to live in a construction area. Yes, in a construction area. Which is where I'm living right now.

The worker-dudes were manipulating the arch at our living room area. And trust me, dust was everywhere! And I mean everywhere! The upstairs bedrooms had to be closed so that they won't get dusty like everywhere else. The only place I feel comfortable relaxing is in my room, in the kitchen, and at the back patio. These are the only three places I feel comfortable with.

Even the living room upstairs is dusty. Very dusty. In fact, if you slide your finger on a surface, you can actually see the dust sticking to your finger. And you'd be surprised at how much dust there is. Heck, even my room is dusty. Looks like I have to change to new sheets, sheeeeet!

Since I couldn't occupy the downstairs area of the house, I just stayed in my room for hours and hours and hours. I only got out of my room whenever I needed to; for example, going to the kitchen for lunch. So I practically locked myself in my room, with the big windows wide open, and my PSP plugged to the speaker, and I read my novel. For hours.

When I was reading, it seemed like time didn't exist at all. I was so engulfed in my novel, time didn't exist for me anymore. It felt like as if I was reading so fast, and when I check the clock, only five minutes had passed. And trust me, I read for like four hours? In a row. Yeah, four hours in a row. I even finished the whole book in one day.

When I got to the last chapter of my book, that's when Kak Intan came trotting to my room and asking me whether I wanted to follow her to a yoga class at her studio. I thought about it for a moment, then I said yes. I mean, I've been sitting in this cave for hours, like as if I'm protecting myself from harmful things, and I certainly needed to get out of the dusty house.

So I put on my leggings and a breatheable cotton shirt. I stuffed my shampoo, my towel, an extra shirt, and extra underwears into my bag -- don't ask why. So at about 5.15pm, I left the house with Kak Intan and Abg Ike. We drove to Studio W, Kak Intan's fitness studio for women in Damansara. The class didn't start until 6.30, and since we were early, we did our own work. Well, Abg Ike was playing Burger Shop in the office while I helped Kak Intan set up the studio.

Yoga. I've never tried yoga before. Well, I have, but just for fun. This? I mean, it was the first yoga class I've been to. And trust me, yoga is not as easy as it looks.

I followed the instructor's moves, trying to mimick her with the right techniques. It was hard! I mean, I haven't exercised for what seems like a long time now, and I certainly wasn't that fit anymore. I was practically panting after ten minutes.

By the time it was 6.45 -- fifteen minutes after the class started -- I was already sweating like nobody's business. Really, I was sweating like a pig. Big fat beads of sweat dribbled down my face and it eventually fell onto the yoga mat. My hair was already so wet, my fringe frizzy as it stuck to my face. I was practically showering myself with my own sweat, haha, gross. I think that was the first time I was sweating like crazy. As far as I know, during the cheer practices before, I haven't sweat that much.

I stopped after fourty minutes. The class was too intense for me. Well, you can't really blame the class though. I didn't eat before the class, I haven't been exercising lately, and I wasn't that fit anymore. Plus, I'm still new to yoga and Kak Intan also said that the class I went to had a higher level of difficulty.

After the fourty minutes, I felt light-headed. I felt like I needed to faint. So I grabbed my towel, dabbed my face a few times, and headed into the office where I found Abg Ike concentrating on the computer screen. He's definitely playing Burger Shop, I thought to myself.

Before drinking any water, I idly plomped myself onto the ottoman and lay down. I drank some water that Abg Ike gave me and I rested for a while. I breathed in and out deeply, calming myself down. I was already sweating so much, I was dehydrated.

After the class had finished, I went to the toilet to take a shower. Okay, I know what you're thinking. People don't really shower in public toilets. Well, the studio's toilet was pristine and clean, so I showered there. Kak Intan even does it sometimes.

I shampooed my hair three times -- to get rid of the access residue in my hair -- and slathered a creamy body wash onto my body. It was a thorough shower, enough to make me feel fresh.

After that, Kak Intan and Abg Ike took me to Ikea for the delicious hotdogs. I didn't care that I was in my track pants, with a fresh new shirt on, and my hair was all wet. I just wanted to eat the hotdogs and be done with it. I lost so much energy, even when I was doing my prayers, I was swaying like a drunkie. I didn't care what was served for dinner, as long as I can gain back my energy.

So I ate a hotdog, a curry puff and an ice-cream. You know at Ikea, they have this restaurant right? And next to the restaurant there's like a little shop that sells food from Sweden. After eating our dinners, we went to the shop. Kak Intan found an attractive bag of gingerbread cookies. In fact, she was so in love with it, she bought it.

I haven't eaten gingerbread cookies all my life, so when I opened the bag, the smell of fresh gingerbread cookies filled my lungs. It was so breathtaking. I could smell hints of cinnamon and of course, ginger. But more to the cinnamon. As I took a bite out of one cookie -- they're even heart-shaped! -- I was immediately in love with it. Gingerbread cookies are in my favourite-cookie-list.

It was a fantastic day. I really did feel better after that intense yoga session. In fact, I'm going back to Kak Intan's studio on Saturday morning for another yoga session, this time, less intense and a bit more easy. Yeah. I think I just found myself a new hobby. Can't wait!



Wednesday, November 12
4:55 PM

Today is the first day of school holidays. I woke up late in the morning -- that's a plus -- and the first thing I did was practise my guitar skills.
I practised for around half an hour. Then I brushed my teeth, washed my face, and went downstairs to have breakfast. But, as I descended down the stairs, I immediately became annoyed.
The smell of cement and dust filled my lungs. It smelt like a construction area, and I hate it. Well, my house is under a construction now. I could also see specks of dust circulating in the air. Luckily the kitchen is divided with a wall and a door. Phew!
I went to the kitchen, closed the door to the living room, and immediately ransacked the kitchen for something to eat. I decided to go for the basics; cereal. There's a variety of cereals and I really couldn't decide which to eat. So in the end, I chose Coco Pops.
I usually have my breakfast in front of the TV, but well, the TV area was closed due to the construction. So I went upstairs -- lucky there's another TV, with Astro too! -- and ate my breakfast while watching Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, the show that I haven't watched for ages. It's my favourite! I like Bloo, the obnoxious blue blob. Haha.
After breakfast, I resumed my guitar skills. I only stuck to one song; 7 Things by Miley Cyrus. I spent hours working on it and I could eventually play it fluently. I plugged my mega-bass speaker into my PSP, switched on the song, and played along. It was great!
10 Bad Things About Playing the Guitar
10. You may not get the chords right with the first strum.
9. Your back will ache.
8. It gets kinda frustrating when you can't get the chords right, even after millions of attempts.
7. Sometimes the tuning is out, and then you have to tune it again to the right tuning. And with a 10-year-old guitar like mine, it's pretty hard to tune.
6. When you search for chords of your favourite songs online, they don't turn out to be the right one.
5. And actually, there are limited websites that provide you with the correct chords; i.e, Guitar Tutee.
4. You'll suffer from physical pains, trust me. Don't believe me? Try playing the guitar for hours and hours and hours, ha! That is, if you're a newbie of course.
3. You have to take really good care of your guitar, otherwise you'll get irritating scratches over it.
2. And when the strings break, yeah, you actually have to go to the store and get it fixed.
And the number one bad thing about playing the guitar?
1. Your fret wrist and fingers may, oh wait, scratch that. Your fret wrist and fingers will ache. And you can actually feel the burn in your fingers for a really loooong time.
Yeahuuhhh.
Can't wait for Saturday. . .and Sunday!
And guess what? My phone just jammed again. Sheesh.



Tuesday, November 11
7:45 PM

It was the moment we've all been waiting for. It was fifteen minutes before 6pm and we were all ready with our bags and our stuff.

We were ready to say goodbye. We were ready to say goodbye. We were ready. . .to say goodbye.

Goodbye to the afternoon session at CBN, goodbye to our afternoon session teachers, goodbye to our friends. It was the last day for us to be in the afternoon session. It was the last day for us to wake up as late as we want in the morning and arrive to school by 12.45pm. It was the last day for us to line up at the tennis court/canteen at 1pm if the hall is being used. Last day.

The clock struck 6pm, the bell rang, ear-screechingly loud. Everyone cheered, some cried, some happy and some sad. As soon as the bell rang, everyone were lost in their friends' embrace. Hugs filled the school canteen (as they were waiting for the bell there), cheers filled the silence. Most were happy to advance to the next level of school, some were sad to leave the afternoon session. As for me? I was somewhere stuck in the middle.

I felt happy, at the same time sad, that school has just ended. Afternoon session, there's no more for us. We're going to the morning session next year, we're leaving our juniors and our teachers to further our studies.

It has been a great year in the afternoon session. Of course, who wouldn't admit that the form two subjects are harder and more complex? No one, obviously. But other than that, us two formers becoming the seniors of the afternoon session and all, it's actually quite fun. I mean, we're no longer the ones who always get bullied. Plus, we're exposed to more fun activities.

As the bell rang, I was already trapped in my friends' embrace. My friends and I were engulfed in a big tight group hug, almost like as if we were never letting go. Unfortunately, I was somewhere stuck in the middle, unable to breathe -- ha ha.

The hugs were uncountable. I've hugged almost all of my friends, and I have many. I've even hugged some of my friends twice, or possibly more.

I was at the front gate of the school after hugging my friends for the last time. As I was walking, I told myself, This is it. This will be the last time I'm setting my foot at this place at this hour. Next year, I'm going to be in form three. There's no more waking up late in the morning for me.

And it's true, about waking up late in the morning, I mean.

Well, I'm going to miss schooling in the afternoon session. It's fun.

As I was in the car on the way to go home, I became really pissed off at my phone. I was browsing through my messages, choosing the ones to delete. And man, it took me like almost the whole ride home (30 minutes, to be exact) to finally delete the messages. Not only that, my phone froze for about a minute before it restored back. And hey, it occured continuously and it really pissed the heck out of me. I hope I'll get a new Sony Z610 or Nokia 6111 phone for my birthday, which was yesterday -- ha ha.

I got home from school and I was immediately annoyed. The house was full of dust, my worst enemy. The thing about dust is, I'm allergic to it. I tend to sneeze whenever I'm in contact with dust and it's really annoying.

Well, the dust came from the renovation we're having. Some dudes are applying plaster ceilings in three sections of our home; the front living room, the dining hall, and the TV area. My dad said it's going to take about three or four days. Translation; three or four days of hell. Super! Eheh. . .huh.

10 Reasons Why The Next Three or Four Days are Going to be Hell.
10. Renovation.
9. Which leads to dust.
8. And more dust.
7. Hence, causing me to wear slippers around the house (except for the upstairs part, thank God. And Alhamdulillah my room is upstairs!)
6. I'm paranoid about my hygiene and dust? It's my ultimate foe.
5. I'm going to sneeze a lot!
4. I can't play the piano, since it's covered with a cloth at the renovation area.
3. At least I can play the guitar, heh heh.
2. The noise!!!
And the number one thing why the next three/four days are going to be hell?
1. I can't online. I mean, I can. Just not at my usual spot. Which is at the dining hall. Which is covered due to the renovation. Arrrggghhhh!

What should I say when people come to my house eh? "Hi, welcome to my house. . .of dust! Hope you're not too paranoid about your hygiene." HA, that's so lame.

Well, my birthday celebration is not until this Saturday night. We're going to California Pizza Kitchen at KLCC! Woohoo! I miss KLCC, actually. I haven't been there for quite a long time.

I can't wait for this Saturday and Sunday. I'm going out with my friends on Sunday. Another woohoo goes to that too!

And I hate my phone. It's freaking slow, it always freezes when I'm in the middle of something, and oh, the camera is useless and the Bluetooth is. . .Oh! I'm sorry, I don't have a Bluetooth! Sheesh.

I hope I can get that Sony Z610 or a Nokia 6111 as a birthday present. Heh heh heh.



Monday, November 10
8:34 PM

Oh yeah, the best birthday ever!

Had a GREAT time :]

I'm still enjoying it.

Yeah.

Eheh.

Huh.



Sunday, November 9
1:43 PM

*ehem ehem* MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORRRROOOWWWWWW!!

And not only that, I'm getting the Rubik's Cube from Kar Mun! Woohooo!!

I can't wait for tomorrow! I'm practically quivering in excitement right now. In less that twelve hours, it's going to be November 10th; my birthday.

I'm going to be officially fourteen! Woot woot!



Saturday, November 8
12:57 PM

http://www.daydeal.com/files/images5/sony-ericsson-z610i-blue-cellular-4.jpg
I want I want I want I want I want I want I want!

So pretty, so hypnotizing, so possessive. Ooohhhhh!

I've been editing and re-editing my wishlist for my birthday. Hehe. And this. . .? Yeah this one's final xD

10. That Paramore shirt.
9. That "BadGal" black eyeliner from Benefit.
8. Something nice for my rooooooom.
7. A new game for the PSP, haha.
6. A new book!
5. Anything else?
4. Yessss, those print baby-tees they sell at F.O.S. They look yummy :P
3. A pair of comfortable flip flops from Roxy/Billabong/etc.
2. A ticket to watch the Twilight movie on November 27th :D

And. . . . .

1. Sony Ericsson Z610i! Or Nokia 6111. Haha.

I can't wait! Two more days.



Friday, November 7
8:39 PM

Today happened to be the last day for us Form Two girls to meet the Form One girls. Next week, we will still be going to school, just on separate days. Today was definitely enjoyable. I was a tad bit sad to leave the school compound and say bye-bye to the Form One girls. I won't be seeing them next year. Well, I will. Just not always. Hehe.

The fun started when I had the Rubik's cube in my hands. My junior taught me the techniques and the strategy in solving the Rubik's cube. She could solve that thing in a matter of minutes!

At first, it was confusing when she taught me (and a couple of my friends) the strategy to solve the cube. She said things like "Pusing, turun, naik, pusing lagi, ah naik, pusing, turun. . ." and blah blah blah. It was confusing. But fortunately I did get a few info on how to solve the Rubik's cube. Unfortunately, I didn't have enough time to solve it on my own. I didn't own the cube.

Before recess, my friends and I were hanging out at the back of our class. Lyna brought her guitar, some of us took turns to play it. I played the guitar for a little while, then I went back to solving the Rubik's cube. We sang and laughed and joked around, it was simply unforgettable.

After recess, we all had free time. So Sara, Piqa, and I hung out together. We sat in the middle of the school field in front of the form 4 block, where it was shady. We took pictures of ourselves as we sat on the green grass, just relaxing and calming our senses.

I somehow felt desolated. I didn't feel so happy. In fact, I felt sad. I mean, at that time, it was 5.30pm. The weather was just perfect, the air wasn't so hot, the grass was green. It was a perfect day to relax.

I was just thinking to myself, Wow, next year I won't be at the school grounds at this hour of the day. Time just fly by so fast. It seems like just yesterday I was in form one, still naive and new to the school. But now, I'm already in form two, more like at the end of it. I'll never get to sit at the field with my friends again, with the perfect weather and sun shining just above the frangy penny tree. Well, maybe literally I can, but not technically. It's just different. It's nice to see the scenery of the school compound at that hour. The sun shining bright, some rays of light escaping through the leaves of the frangy penny tree. When I look at it, it just makes me feel so nostalgic. It brings me back to last year, when I was in form one.

I wanted myself to be happy. But I couldn't. I was desolated, sad to go home from school. I mean, I should be happy, right? I'm moving on to form three, I'm getting older! And plus, I've improved on my results. So why am I suddenly feeling so desolated? Like as if all this while my life had been a wreck?

It was already 6.35pm, I was getting ready to go home from school. I just had to wait for the bell. I had my backpack slung on my shoulders and my storybook in my hand. This is it, I thought. After this, I won't be seeing the form ones anymore. Well, at least for the rest of the year.

The bell rang, it was time for me to go home. I was walking towards the stairs that led to the front gate. But at the same time, I just felt like hugging all the form one students that I know. I don't know why. I'm never like this.

I was an emotional wreck, I tell you. When I was lazing around at the field with my friends, I occasionally had tears prickling in my eyes. I blinked them back furiously, not letting them escape my eyelids. I did it successfully.

So, this is it. Next week, I'll only be schooling for two days. Monday and Tuesday. After that, no more school for the rest of the year. No more seeing the form ones, no more walking around the school grounds at 6pm, with the sun shining bright, no more recess at 4pm, no more going to school in the afternoon! Well, it's not the end of the world. I'm sure my future will be filled with a lot of adventure.

At the same time, I am happy and excited. Excited for my birthday and excited for school next year. Eight weeks from now, I'll be returning to school. That's not so long now, is it? Eight weeks, it's only two months. Before I even know it, I'll probably be waking up at 5.30 in the morning and getting ready for school.

Oh God, it's hard for me to leave the afternoon session. It's just. . .it's just hard. Especially if you don't get to see your juniors for the last time on the last day of school. Sigh. Well, there's more ahead next year :]

On the contrary. . .THREE MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! WOOOOOOOOT!



Thursday, November 6
8:44 PM

Honestly, life can't get any better than this. I mean, I've got a great group of friends, I've improved on my results, and I'm just feeling so euphoric and happy nowadays.

I didn't improve much on my results, but I did improve at least a little bit. Enough to get me ranked top three in class and top 90 out of 266 students. I'm just proud of myself because I improved, that's all :]

Top 10 Things I Want For My Birthday

10. Accessories.
9. BOOKS!
8. Those print baby-tees at F.O.S. Arrgghhh they're so captivating!
7. White jeans.
6. That Paramore t-shirt!
5. A fruity perfume.
4. Cool stuff for my room. Hihi :]
3. That "Badgal" black eyeliner from Benefit.
2. Anything else. . .?
1. Oh yes. . .a new handphone! Woot!

I certainly enjoyed my day today. It was filled with so much fun!

Except during before recess. We had to enter the hall after reading session and we had to wait there for like an hour and a half until the teachers were done with their meeting. And hell, it was the moment of boredom! I spent nearly an hour reading my book, literally panting as I read more and more. Reading can be tiring, really.

I had to attend a few feasts during recess. One for Pauline -- school house team --, one for the Cheer & Aerobics club, and not forgetting, Sara's birthday!

Today was my best friend, Sara's birthday. She just turned fourteen. Happy birthday bestie <3

A friend of mine, Mira, brought a blackforest birthday cake and also a box of doughnuts from J.Co enough for twelve people, I think. Yeah. We were planning on doing a surprise celebration for Sara. It all went successfully. Since the food were limited, we had to do the surprise in a more private place. So, we chose to do it at one of the classes, 2N.

As the birthday girl stepped into 2N, we all sang the "Happy Birthday" song. Sara was obviously flattered that we did a surprise for her. But she took it well. Then she went in front of the cake, made her wish, and blew the candles. It was a great birthday for her, I suppose :]

Then I had to pick up my food from Pauline, my school house team -- which is blue. They were serving spaghetti, so I took my tupperware of spaghetti and then I went to the other feast. The Cheer and Aerobics club's feast. They were serving Domino's pizza.

I didn't eat the spaghetti since it was in a tupperware, so I decided to take a few bites and bring it home. But I did eat the pizza(s). The pizzas were so delicious-looking and so mouth-watering! The pizzas tasted nicer because of the thin and crunchy crust. I wolfed down on like four slices of pizza. Then I washed it down with Coke, which inevitably made my stomach rounder (for the moment).

I ate so much until I couldn't even move. I felt like vomiting it out again because I had no more room in my stomach. But fortunately I didn't throw up, thank goodness. There were some extra food from the feast, and some of us got lucky! Since no one else wanted to eat anymore, a few of us (club members) decided to bring home a portion of everything. I brought home some garlic bread, a slice of pepperoni pizza, another slice of chicken pizza, and also the spaghetti from the Pauline feast.

The feast was around 4.15pm. Up until right now, I'm still full from the feast. I don't feel hungry at all. I feel full, like as if I just ate dinner a few minutes ago. I could've sworn I didn't eat a lot of food when compared to other people. I mean, my definition of "makan banyak" is actually really just a small portion. Hmm, my intestines are the size of a pea. A few bites and bam, I'm full.

It was a great day. I had my camera with me as well, just to capture the last few moments of school in 2008. Wow, I can't believe in less than two months it's going to be 2009, and I'll be in form three. Yikes.



Wednesday, November 5
9:00 PM

Honestly, I don't think my life can get any better than this! Life's good for me. Need I say more?

Nokia 6288, Nokia 6111, Nokia 7370, Sony Ericsson W760i! Woops, my bad. Haha

It was a really fun day today. I brought my camera to picture some of the last moments of school in 2008. And well, I didn't really take so many pictures but there are enough to make me laugh and think back of what happened.

After recess at school was when everything hysterical started to happen. There was line-dancing organised in the hall for the form ones and twos. Anyone can join, but I didn't. I was too tired to dance. So I just sat in the hall with a couple of my friends and watched the whole thing. And let me tell you, it was hilarious!

The line-dancing took at least two periods. So during the last two periods, I went to join my friends under the frangy penny tree. I found them running here and there, laughing and poking and joking around. So I joined them. It was inevitable that I ended up panting from laughing so hard. Not only that, the great weather complimented the scene as well :]

We chased each other around the area, we poked and annoyed and bothered each other. There was this one time when I was piggy-back-riding my friend, JJ, and then I ended up on my stomach as I wrapped my arms around her neck. As I "attacked" her and jumped on her, she bent down 90 degrees so that I was flat on my stomach. You get the picture, literally.


Hahahahahaha, JayJay xD


My friends and I, the ones who fooled around the frangy penny tree. Hihi

Well, all in all, it was a great day and I really enjoyed it. It was beyond words :]




Tuesday, November 4
9:09 PM

I'm so happy. I'm so voluptuous, so jubilant!

Why?

Don't ask me why! I'm just happy! I feel like turning up the volume of my radio in my room, lock the door, and DANCE like there's no tomorrow. I feel like screaming and telling the world how simply happy I am with my life. Don't ask why.

I guess...I guess I'm pretty lucky. I'm officially declaring myself as a euphoric and jubilant person. Woot!

The bad news...

Sony Ericsson Z610i. . .not selling anymore? NOOOOO!! But really, if there's any chance, I'd sooooo like that Z610.

Well. . .here's a list of phones that I am completely in love with;


Sony Ericsson W760i. Hello sleek and sexy.


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Nokia 6288. White, I like :)



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Nokia 6111. Sllllide! Nice.

Nokia 7370. Something like a slider. COOL!

Well, I'm suddenly so obsessed with slider/flip phones. They're so chic :)

Doa banyak-banyak. Haha :P



Monday, November 3
9:02 PM


Na'uh, still can't get over this thing!

I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays. I mean, I'm not implying that I'm so bogus or anything. I'm not a sadistic nor am I a pessimist nowadays. It's just that, well, I keep on losing track of days and the dates. It's like my brain has malfunctioned, and I frequently do things idly without even realising it. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT DAY IT WAS TODAY. . .until now.

Yesterday was Sunday, okay. Which meant that tomorrow (meaning today) I have school. Well, it didn't actually feel like as if I have school the next day. It felt like as if it's the holidays already. I know, there are "fun" activities going on at school now but I just don't feel like going to school. I just want to stay at home, regardless of how boring it is to just stay at home and laze yourself. I'm just so lazy to get my butt up in the morning and go to school.

Okay, school for 2008 is officially bogus. It officially sucks. This year, the last day of school. . .oh wait. . . there is no last day of school! I mean, yeah, there is, but. . .IT'S A HOLIDAY! A holiday for crying out loud! WHY DO YOU EVEN CALL IT THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IF IT'S A HOLIDAY? Jeez!

Well, there's a reason to that. Next week will be the SPM exam -- I'd like to wish all those students who are taking their SPM exams next week a very good luck -- so I guess that's why we're having a holiday(s). Two formers will have two days off on Wednesday and Thursday while the One Formers will have two days off on Monday and Tuesday. As for Friday? Well, it's all a day off for us. Which means that Tuesday will be the last day of school for us, two formers. God, IT SUCKS!

Well at least there's no holiday on my birthday. Woot!

Anyway, I think I had fun today. Well, sort of, technically. The bad news is, I sort of had a mood swing today. Plus I've been occasionally hit by several stomach cramps. And somehow I felt a little bit nauseous during recess.

We had this survey at school about ourselves. I mean, it's a survey about finding our own personalities and blah dee blah blah. Some of the facts were true about me though. But still, even though I've taken numerous personality tests, I still can't decipher myself. I'm still confused and baffled about myself. Heh, it's hard for me to make decisions. Seriously, if I can't even decipher who I am, who can? I know me the most.

I got my Agama results today. Well, I sort of actually saw my marks when I went to sign in that book where my class teacher keeps our exam results. And well, I sort of did well. Okay, I did well. I think it's an improvement for me. I mean, throughout the whole year since last year, I despised to study Agama. Well yeah, I was interested in my own religion but I was just too lazy to study them. And this year, I've failed the paper like...I dont know...maybe once or twice.

So when I found out about my Agama results just now, I was completely flabbergasted! I didn't expect to get so high marks. From the mistakes that I did when I was doing the paper, I expected myself to get at most a 65%. But...it was nice to see the number "72" written in black in the book next to my name under the "Agama Islam" column. Uh-huh. I got a 72 for my Agama. Woot! I did improve from the last exam. I got a 68 before. I know what you're thinking. It's only four marks the difference, but hey, at least I improved. I wonder what my teacher will think of my success to score the paper though. I just hope she didn't expect that I cheated, since I used to get so low marks on Agama. Three more marks to an A. But well, at least I managed to get higher than 70% in my Agama for ages.

I guess studying well is worth it.



9:39 AM

I am sitting here, in front of the laptop, staring right into the screen, with my eyes red -- okay fine, it's red because of the brown eyeliner I wore last night -- and wide open. I have officially lost my mind, head over heels, fallen in love. . .with this phone.


Sony Ericsson Z610

Really, it has practically everything I need! Okay fine, it has Bluetooth. My present phone doesn't have a stickinfrickin Bluetooth! How lame is that? Pfft. Oh and the mirror-like surface of the phone? That's such a bonus man.

And the camera? 2.0megapixel. That's not bad. . .when you compare to Sony Ericsson W200i's 0.3mp camera! My friend uses this Z610 phone and I've seen how good the quality is when she takes pictures. It's not all grainy and dull-looking and the colours are bold and not flat.

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And the keypad looks nice as well. I mean, it's wide enough for my fingers to move around and it looks easy to type. I am. . .well . . .I'm an SMS freak.

Well, I have been wanting that W580i, but people -- specifically, Kakcik -- told me that the keypad is easy to break. And plus I've heard from a friend of mine who uses the same phone that her phone seems to turn on and off on its own, and sometimes it vibrates when it doesn't need to. I think the Z610 is perfect, in the sense of design and practicality.

Well, it's a flip phone (with a hidden mirror), it's stylish and I like it.

I really hope I can get this phone for my birthday. Haha. Doa banyak-banyak.



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